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i feel like delete this blog..
idk.. i hate to feel, that i did write a bad bad experience in here. yea, to delete it, to forget as nothing had happened.

foolish me!

in luuuuv

okay. I'm being cheesy.

I'm in a relationship, how on earth could happen.

Well, he's a friend of my sis' friend, then we met on a arranged meeting among friends.

well he,

I don't know it could happen this fast, like.. I like you, I love you

He himself thinks maybe this is fast, too fast.

We're just fit to each other. The fact that I'm quite happy when I'm with him,

He talks alot, and I hear a lot.

O K A Y ! !

STOP MY SELF FOR BEING CHEESY

ENUFF!!!! with giggle, and a blush

that's that :)

Hope this could last baby.

I'd be damned, or he..

My sis just admit, she saw us. She told me, when we're eating.

She said, why I'd be so stupid like that, for he already had a GF.

And that I didn't take good care of myself..

I didn't say a thing. Yeah, I feel cheesy and stupid. What had happened, I'll let it like it never happened.

*sigh..*

He's Forget

You know.. that would freak the hell out off me!

How can he forget about things??? Doesn't make any sense.

I told him 'I get it,' and that 'Some things are better left unsaid'

So.. I did.

galau post

still here
now..
deep in the night, dunno what to do

lil bit worry of my progress life
let life comes in any shape, idk what

sounds desperate eh?

thi is no a good blog to follow

better off sleep now

what about falling?

I fight with my sis,just now at the car after sending package...

she's not come how tonite..

that's not a good phrase to start a post to a blog..

I got lotta things to write down..but then now..I really don't know what to say.

we had this fight from monday,she yelled at my sis coz she didnt take care of the OLSHOP,I didn't take a side,never she ever yell and yell

and I just said would she ever praise her,if she did a good thing...

there was her anger began..but I did everything to get into her..

what ever she yell me,I take everything,I would never mad,,I talk just like ima living saint or what..I WOn'T GET MAD of she,

so today.we sent package,it went well,till I gotta go back for 3 times,then I say (unrealized) not again back to em..to correct the address....

instance she silent..I do notice,then she said...what's my intention,to say that I wont comin' back? I said I was ashamed,to correct the same things 3 times...thats why I won't go back

I can say...I regret the way I talk that way..things would be different.

yeah,I'm weeping now :'((

I hate the way it is going to be like this..

I do whatever it takes,so she won't be hurt or even feeling bad...but then things happened otherwise..

I made mistake,alot mistakes, that's ME..make mistake..

it's just one trigger..and it blow everything..

you really are a human time bomb don't you?you look and I know you are really tough,but also you're so fragile,and so sentimental about things and feelings,I never ever wanna get you mad,seriously,yell me,mad at me,I take it all,don't get hurt,ever ever!

what should I do..now?

idk..idk

okay,,the trigger is alot about my other lil sis...they both are not really into each other..

she's got a bad thoughts abt my lil sis...I WONT EVER TAKE ANY SIDE..

WE THREE DID FIGHT about this long time ago

maybe we three didn't mean to stay in one place,like this tiny apartment,where everything could be so overwhelmed worse

I wanna lie (even) to myself..I myself..wanna get away somewhere outta here.

because somehow I just can't take them both hate about each other..

didn't we have alot other things,but to hate?? did we?

okay,so my sis did say..she can't take everything with me and my lil sis anymore..

she wanna get out off da apartment..

and I dunno how to say a word..

.....

and I dunno what to write..

I don't wanna see things like this...I DO love love them all

me...all I care about is..colors,design,inspirations,twitter thingy

I had a positive view to everything,I would take everything likely like,hell I'm ignorant about life,or money,that's that.

I just bought a tiny pink plant,they don't even know about it.

I won't even say I wanna die...coz I don't want to,Hell NO!

okay that's enuff talks about me

my sis...she's prob at her boyfriend's.at a time like this,when she really not a shoulder,

I'd really fond that she had that spoil,childish boyfriend.

we...

this day.. today...

what to start ya..?

I don't have anything to say...quite weird ha!

I had twitter to say what's on my mind,updately...hmm

so I...I still lame..hell yeah

I'm now still in here on my apartment, it is 8:35 PM

so addict to k-drama...tho it's all about triangle love,,or teenage crush,or a dying spouse

I love it,,I loooooove it

*sigh* is this the symptom I getting old and lonely..? geez

whatever...

actually..I'm getting dizzy these weeks to past,thinking about moving somewhere I'll tell ya,

I'd really like to move,to get a whole new feeling,

it's just..to many factor about me MYSELF..I couldn't get myself

maybe it's just me being lame (helll...yeah!!)

ok, then now..I'm, getting itchy

So...don't get my point??? me either :O :O